If you've been reading my blog for awhile, you know I never write about my job. Few of you know what I do for a living, and any reference to it in a comment--good, bad or neutral--makes me delete that comment.
For the most part, that won't change now. I won't write about the job, but I do have an announcement to make. In keeping with my policy of not writing about my job, it may seem like code to those who aren't associated with it.
This entry is for those of you who are.
It is with great regret that I have to announce that I am [see title]. This was a brutal decision to make, and I even (almost) had an emotional moment after it was said and done. There was paperwork to sign, and a long walk back to my seat. (And they forgot to sign something, so I had to do it again.) I'm told that I made that walk both times with my head down, and that I did not look happy.
Though the job itself remains the same, I will be at a different building, working with a different community.
(However, it seems like I will be allowed to continue with the after-work program at the first building, so stay tuned for that. It is still on my way home, and so I can still run the program on Wednesdays, from 2:30 to 3:00, which was the plan anyway. Stay tuned for further details on that.)
I worked for 14 years at the building I left. I ran an after-work program there for 14 years, with good-to-great success. I served the same building in a different capacity for 4 years a long time ago. Overall, I spent 18 years--a large percentage of my life--in that one building.
But the building will be a different type of building in two years, and I could not see myself being successful with the new job requirements. I may have been transferred to another building anyway--quite possibly to the building I am now. But there was a small chance that I would have been transferred to another building, or asked to stay where I was, with new workers and new requirements, where I felt I may have been less successful at my job. The bottom line: for me, and to support my loved ones, I felt compelled to switch to a different building so I can work with the same type of workers--the same ones I've worked with for the past 14 years.
I will miss the workers I worked with, many of whom joined the after-work program I ran, as well as the other workers who stated they were very happy to be able to work with me again next year. Some of them had to talk to people to make that happen, and it seems like they went out of their way to do so. Now that won't happen. I do feel, a little bit, that I have left you and that I have let you down. I hope you don't feel the same way, and I hope you understand my explanation.
Job certainty is an important thing. So is knowing I will be able to stay in the same type of work environment for the foreseeable future--now, and long after any current worker has moved on. Hopefully, I'll be doing this for the next 25 or so years. We'll see.
And I may be seeing some of you again in two years, when you are sent to work at my new building.
I also look forward to the challenge of my new building. I have already met with some of the other workers (literally, the workers) and everything seems great. This new building also has an after-work program of the same type, so it would be cool to compete against this building's after-school program, should I be allowed to do so. Maybe I'll be asked to anchor it. I'd rather anchor the program of my former building, but we'll see. I look forward to a successful year with my new fellow workers--both literal and figurative--and I look forward to every challenge this building offers.
I take my job very seriously--perhaps too much so, on occasion--and I take the responsibilities of supporting my loved ones very seriously, too. As much as I, they deserved to know that I had job certainty, and that I was able to work in a situation where I felt I would do the most good, and to be the most successful. If I am not successful at my job, I am not happy. Nothing else at work matters.
I did what I could for the building, for its workers, and for the community--for 14 years. I spoke publicly against those who wanted to shut down or transform that building. I care for the building, its workers and its community, and don't let anyone tell you different.
I will always be a vet; I'll always be very pro-veteran.
And so I say goodbye. Maybe just for now; maybe for good. Even if we had our differences, I hope that you agree that I did the best I could at my job, every single day. And that my best was good.